THE FIRST

INFO

A STRANGE EXPERIENCE. SOMETHING NEW. SOMETHING THEY WANT. TO FEED THE MINDS OF THEM."THE FIRST" is the first ever her touch of anesthesia live show, being hosted at Ember Music Hall in Richmond, Virginia.* It will feature 5 songs from the upcoming album "i know.", and 5 other experimental songs; some may contain information you are yet to learn.Some new guests and members may appear at the live show. Make sure not to miss it if you want to keep up to date with the H.T.o.A. lore. We'll also be signing autographs, answering your questions, and more.The live show will be hosted at 5:00PM on August 12th, 2026. There will be limited VIP tickets, so make sure to buy them as soon as possible when they're available.An in-person merch shop will also be available, featuring our stores products at a much cheaper price. We'll also be selling new, exclusive products such as figurines, keychains, and more!8/12/26. 5PM. BE THERE.^{_{*You must be 18 and up to enter the live show. Please keep that in mind.}}

SONGS AND OTHER THINGS

1. a moment. [ ambient_interlude ] (from "i know.)introduction to the artists2. after the worthwhile (from "i know.)
3. i know. (from "i know.)guest introduction: zipperxyz4. dumbfounded love[?] (new track, ft. zipperxyz)
5. fog on the sidewalk (from "i know.)
6. You? (new track)guest introduction: ???explanation7. i won't be here for much longer (new lore track, ft. zipperxyz and ???)
8. TRACK349
9. okay!okay!okay! (new lore track, ft. ???)thank yous10. goodbye, for all i know. (from "i know.")autographs n stuff!

g h o s t t t .

info coming soon :]

r o z e .

a ruined girl from the early 2000s.roze's wounds cannot heal. they stay fresh. she doesn't feel pain from these wounds often. her heart is a machine, connected with wires. if the wires are taken out, she passes out until power is reconnected.her right eye is supposed to be closed at all times. it is a white, glowing hole that will flash every single detail of the incident to anyone looking at her -- only if it's open.before THE INCIDENT, she used to be part of her own band. roze and her friends/band members used to do plenty of drugs and whatnot, have fun and more -- but that is not how the incident occurred.the car crash. the impaling. the pain was unbearable. her right eye was torn out, forehead gashed, stomach area exposed, several cuts, scratches, and more. then her heart stopped. that's when everything fell apart.she was taken to the hospital and put under anesthesia for several months, not expected to recover. however, roze cannot die. she was alive the whole time, but she was given a mechanical heart that had to have wires (cords, ac adapters basically) connected to it. it was strange. waking up from a coma -- forced from anesthesia -- and not seeing any of your friends. does that sound weird to you?it does to her. her friends are gone. she's the only band member left, along with lydia. lydia is her closest friend that somehow found roze after the incident and is helping her through everything -- even if it doesn't help as much.her horns? nobody knows why they appeared... but they seem to have grown after the incident.

T H E M . (???)

supposedly roze's delusion.a creature that can control the mind of roze, forcing her to change her way of thinking, feeling, and doing.it's appearance is confusing. it is a bony, yet spiky figure with transparent tentacle-like smoke emerging from it. it resembles roze's incident -- the impaling, the car crash, and the very, very long coma...we do not have much more information on THEM."THE CHAINS AROUND HER NECK.
SHE'S HELD CAPTIVE BY HER DELUSIONS.
WHAT IS IT'S NAME?
WHAT IS IT'S NAME?
WHAT IS IT'S NAME?
WHAT IS IT'S NAME?
WHAT IS IT'S NAME?
HER BURDEN. IT IS HER BURDEN. BUT SHE CANNOT CONTROL IT.mind control."